Friday, 7 September 2007
Overloaded
down wif a very bad flu the whole day..totally terrible..so tired..i feel like i'm overserving...juggling so many thing..church n crusade n studies n bills..so stressful..think it muz have weakened the immune system drastically..the past wk had been really stressful..so many things to do..tut n presentation n p comm stuff...i can't focus n conc..n being sick doesn't help...ok..poor S..my p comm ST..like really bz..cos i think the comm isn't the best..but i can't really help her much..i'm really bz as well..wonder y they didn't invite the other guys like tong etc..they're quite gd wad..gg to step down fr comm next sem..can't handle it anymore.I WANNA DO LESS...! commitment really is a scary word..need to check out wads fully in store b4 i commit the next time...i think i'm fast becoming like martha..do n do n do n do....need to be still n come b4 Him...ok..i hope the next post will be a happier post..=)
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looking forward to your happier post cai. =) i also think that it's not just about doing... thinking of stepping down from com too... i wonder if it's a lack of passion, or it is actually quite the opposite. in my mind, i just want to know how my heart and hands can serve Him best...
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