Count your blessings

Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!
Count your blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.

its painful to be in the service of the Lord..feel so helpless sometimes..i can't help you..unless you learn to let go..unless you learn to surrender..very often, all the pain and frustration we experience is b'cos we refuse to let God be on the throne of our lives..its a painful and difficult teaching for people to accept..its painful to watch people in pain yet be unable to do anything b'cos they do not want to heed you..because they love the things of this world too much..b'cos they love themselves too much to want to let go of their desires..to attune themselves to God's will..time to die to ourselves..time to die to our sinful nature..time to magnify God..minimize ourselves..

My spirit pains and grieves for you
My heart writhes with agony at your lost
Perhaps, you've never noticed
How you were valued by others
Perhaps, you've been too preoccupied
drowned yourself in sorrows
its too late
all seem lost
i pray
that you'll turn back one day
come back to God's grace
He'll always be waiting
to welcome you back with open arms